Map of my changing self

"There is a fallacy that the powerful emotion of youth mellows with time. Not true. One learns to control and suppress it. But it doesn’t lessen. It simply hides and concentrates itself in more discreet places. When one accidentally stumbles into one of these abysses, the pain is spectacular."

- Nicole Krauss, Great House (via psychotherapy)
homework-n-sex:

seeing as i wont be able to see him

(Source: beingwierdisnormal)
I’m in love with you okay? And it scares me how much you mean to me.

(Source: powerslutgirls)
While you were out there having fun…

I sat here thinking about you the whole time.

Story of my life

(via livinganeurysm)
You’re as fake as the moans you make.

And you’re as weak as the hearts you break.

(via fcukmichelle)
And i can never change you;

I can only change my view.
"I spent my life learning to feel less. Every day I felt less. Is that growing old? Or is it something worse? You cannot protect yourself from sadness without protecting yourself from happiness."

- (via nothingbuttherain) (via breathsoftruth)
"but the thing is, what i’m trying to say, very inarticulately, is that, in fact, perhaps despite appearances, i like you, very much. just as you are."

-
bridget jones’s diary

(via thefondest)
"
I get so distracted by other people’s reactions
that i don’t see my own faults
for what they are

At times so destructive
with no intent or motive
but behind this emotion
lies a sensible heart
"
“I sometimes think that people’s hearts are like deep wells. Nobody knows what’s at the bottom. All you can do is imagine by what comes floating to the surface every once in a while.”

Everything I like here.

17, still trying to get back to being 15 forever.

Coffee addict, vivid reader, daydreamer.
Phobia of love, heights, all insects and clowns.

Hoping to become
1) Psychologist
2) Librarian
3) Barista (aka failed in school)

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Map of my changing self

"There is a fallacy that the powerful emotion of youth mellows with time. Not true. One learns to control and suppress it. But it doesn’t lessen. It simply hides and concentrates itself in more discreet places. When one accidentally stumbles into one of these abysses, the pain is spectacular."

I’m in love with you okay? And it scares me how much you mean to me.

While you were out there having fun…

You’re as fake as the moans you make.

"I spent my life learning to feel less. Every day I felt less. Is that growing old? Or is it something worse? You cannot protect yourself from sadness without protecting yourself from happiness."

"but the thing is, what i’m trying to say, very inarticulately, is that, in fact, perhaps despite appearances, i like you, very much. just as you are."

"I get so distracted by other people’s reactions that i don’t see my own faults for what they are At times so destructive with no intent or motive but behind this emotion lies a sensible heart"

“I sometimes think that people’s hearts are like deep wells. Nobody knows what’s at the bottom. All you can do is imagine by what comes floating to the surface every once in a while.”

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"
I get so distracted by other people’s reactions
that i don’t see my own faults
for what they are

At times so destructive
with no intent or motive
but behind this emotion
lies a sensible heart
"